It is almost a year since my last blog post.
My family and I are now home on the West Coast and it is time to LIVE LIFE.
There is no longer time for existing, HAPPINESS IS IN LIVING!
Honestly I was stuck in a pity party of replaying my life and all the choices and handling the fear of others as my own and seeing how it was and is holding me back from my happiness.
I have dreams too, outside of being a mom/wife and all that entails.
I allowed myself to get lost along the way of my life and now after kicking my self and hating myself and struggling with wanting to move forward but allowing myself to be held back and blaming others for stopping me, sabotaging me with their fear as well as my doubt stopped me cold every time.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ..............banging my head against the wall.
I know I'm not the only one who stays home to parent and raise the children that this happens to.
I have a good life, I know I do. Im not going to complain.
I'm changing my personal happiness with a complete turn around a full 180 of everything I have ever known and done.
Finances - Reading, learning and getting knowledge to correct the errors that have been
made that has not befitted me and my family in any way.
Making money in more than one way, more than one outlet.
Relationships - reading learning and changing the choices in the quality of them and how to
improve the ones I am in and want to keep.
Happiness - Doing daily something that makes me personally happy, and if you know me at
all that is Crocheting for http://www.zibbet.com/UberLubbCreations
My heart sings with hook in hand.
How are you going to improve your Happiness?
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Wednesday, April 24, 2013
Tuesday, April 17, 2012
P90X day one (again) leading to my tattoo
tonight will be the start of P90X for the third time
third is the charm right :)
leading into my birthday tattoo
I have wanted this tattoo since its creation :D
A reminder to be OK , that I am OK
was never judged, criticized, made fun of
silence was allowed
smiles were always there, left feeling good every time.
P90X is about rocking it full out making my body what it should be not, what I have made it
letting go of the crap and pushing through it all
like walking on fire (need to do that again) push through all the crap its not who I am anymore and I am done living in it
the tattoo is for me and this body is mine and I will have it smokin better than ever only I can change this only I have to live with it since my last P90X post nothing about my body has changed all the numbers are the same weight is the same, my body however is carrying it very differently. My life gift to me this year is a fit body and a rocking tattoo!!!
no more clutter no more other peoples drama no more past only right now this minute today.
P90X is about rocking it full out making my body what it should be not, what I have made it
letting go of the crap and pushing through it all
like walking on fire (need to do that again) push through all the crap its not who I am anymore and I am done living in it
the tattoo is for me and this body is mine and I will have it smokin better than ever only I can change this only I have to live with it since my last P90X post nothing about my body has changed all the numbers are the same weight is the same, my body however is carrying it very differently. My life gift to me this year is a fit body and a rocking tattoo!!!
no more clutter no more other peoples drama no more past only right now this minute today.
the tattoo is for me and this body is mine and I will have it smokin better than ever only I can change this only I have to live with it since my last P90X post nothing about my body has changed all the numbers are the same weight is the same, my body however is carrying it very differently. My life gift to me this year is a fit body and a rocking tattoo!!!
no more clutter no more other peoples drama no more past only right now this minute today.
a time in my life where I was allowed to just be me, as I am, at that moment
LIVING IT OUT LOUD AND ROCKING IT LOUD
third is the charm right :)
leading into my birthday tattoo
I have wanted this tattoo since its creation :D
A reminder to be OK , that I am OK
was never judged, criticized, made fun of
silence was allowed
smiles were always there, left feeling good every time.
P90X is about rocking it full out making my body what it should be not, what I have made it
letting go of the crap and pushing through it all
like walking on fire (need to do that again) push through all the crap its not who I am anymore and I am done living in it
the tattoo is for me and this body is mine and I will have it smokin better than ever only I can change this only I have to live with it since my last P90X post nothing about my body has changed all the numbers are the same weight is the same, my body however is carrying it very differently. My life gift to me this year is a fit body and a rocking tattoo!!!
no more clutter no more other peoples drama no more past only right now this minute today.
P90X is about rocking it full out making my body what it should be not, what I have made it
letting go of the crap and pushing through it all
like walking on fire (need to do that again) push through all the crap its not who I am anymore and I am done living in it
the tattoo is for me and this body is mine and I will have it smokin better than ever only I can change this only I have to live with it since my last P90X post nothing about my body has changed all the numbers are the same weight is the same, my body however is carrying it very differently. My life gift to me this year is a fit body and a rocking tattoo!!!
no more clutter no more other peoples drama no more past only right now this minute today.
the tattoo is for me and this body is mine and I will have it smokin better than ever only I can change this only I have to live with it since my last P90X post nothing about my body has changed all the numbers are the same weight is the same, my body however is carrying it very differently. My life gift to me this year is a fit body and a rocking tattoo!!!
no more clutter no more other peoples drama no more past only right now this minute today.
a time in my life where I was allowed to just be me, as I am, at that moment
LIVING IT OUT LOUD AND ROCKING IT LOUD
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